tonite.

driving around in a town to small for my heart.
seeing things that i imagine will be mine.
soon. but not soon enough. always wanting time
to be sped up but yet when the future is the present
im mad. i always want the past.

old thoughts.

there's always a time and a place for the right memories.
those times you think back and remember the exact moment in time where you can picture what you were wearing, the way your hair fell and the scent that floated in the air. You never forget that genuine smile from those friends you grew up with. the ones that saw you become who you are today. the ones that helped shape you and more importantly the ones that never let go even on your worst days.
we embraced  those laughs that could cure any sort of pain-whether it be small or a big burden you may carry. those ripped up blue jeans and dreams to big to fit in your lunch box. you ran around the neighborhood without a care in the world, without the weight on your shoulders. it was good. life was good. you had piece of mind that let you feel. let you explore. let you be free without the worry of getting hurt.

what happened to free, to amazement, to anything but now.